I'm in Portland. the hostel i was staying at was giving my some bad vibes so I decided to get out of Seattle and see something new. Saying goodbye to Seth was hard. I couldn't tell if he was sad. He is probably used to saying goodbye since he works at a hostel. I haven't that sad in a long time. I had to hold myself back from crying. There was something about him that was very speacial and it kills me that I'm here in Portland, where its drizzling, and I wish I could have spent more time with him.